whore moan

I keep wanting to break down
I'm hoping it's just the hormones from the period i'm supposed to be having right now - but for some reason am not.

I'm so stressed. Between hoping to God i can get into the nursing program, trying my hardest to get a B in Chem and managing my urge to get the hell out of here, I'm going crazy.

I am having a really hard time with all of this.

Block Party is this sat. it should be fun.
I don't really understand what all the hype is about. I suppose being allowed to drink outside is a big deal...?
I still have to buy a stupid wrist band so the cops don't give me an underage. I don't even plan on drinking very much anyway.
I have so much work to do and the MS walk on Sunday at 12. I can't afford to be hung over.

Note to self: Call PetCo and Giant about summer work... I keep procrastinating on it and if i don't jump someone is going to beat me to it. lkdsjfasldkjf

music

natasha beddingfield
lupe fiasco
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i wish people would stop leaving the bathroom door propped open. it's getting annoying. i don't know why anyone would even want it open, it's a public bathroom.
most likely product of the idiot women on my floor.
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i've fallen

save tonight

stressed! so stressed!
i really hope i don't have to drop out of school!
i really wish i was more conscious!

2 completely unrelated concerns

music

rihanna
maroon 5
98 degrees

regrets

- dating danny lindsey
- my previous desperation
- paying my $200 deposit for a dorm next year
- not sticking with nursing as my major
- every time i yelled at my mother
- being a terrible role model
- screwing over my job at JoAnn Fabrics
- eating so much candy

Baby Baby Baby

when all your love is gone who will save me from all I'm up against out in this world?
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i'm really irritated with the world and the way things work.Marx may have actually had a point.
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i'm coming down from a really unnatural sugar high
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i don't think my CA likes me very much. then again, that's really not my problem. at least i still have my microwave.
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maybe maybe maybe you'll find something that's enough to keep you.

other

Cotton candy is my favorite jelly bean
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Things Anthony won't want to do:
SnowboardingCampingRent a boat
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I am procrastinating so badly tonight
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College pizza sauce is very gross
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I wish I could have stayed at anth's house a bit longer
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Block party is this weekend.I'm not nearly as excited as I should be.
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I'm terrified of the future.