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i almost forgot! I decided i really want a dreamcatcher! i found one online the other day.


https://dreamcatcher.com/product.php?productid=142&cat=14&page=1

i aboslutely love all things southwestern. the use of turquoise stones, silver and natural earth tones make me so happy!

Selpata sells a lot of jewelery like that too.

I especially like this dreamcatcher because it's made with natural vines! people are so crafty. I can't even weave a bracelet...

Ideas for Anth's Birthday

Now that I am dirt-poor, I can't do what i wanted to for anth's birthday (June 4). I was planning on buying him these shoes his Psychology mentor used to wear. They're hiking boots with bungee laces - they don't come untied! I think he would love them. Salmon Exit Peak are the ones I found. The only problem is they're $70.00 and up. I simply don't have the money for them anymore... especially since my dad lost his job and I have to pay for everything next semseter. I'm not going to be able to buy anything - not even for myself. http://www.activelyyours.com/Merchant2/merchant.mvc?page=AY/PROD/Salomon/Salomon_Exit_Peak

SO now i have to brainstorm the less expensive options for his birthday. I want to get him something he'll really like and something he doesn't have or hasnt' been given before... the problem is he comes from a very well-to-do family and anything i get him will be nothing compared to what he's accustomed to. his ex was from a family that was even wealthier than his...

okay, here are my ideas:

1) something for his car - his dad is going to buy him a 2008 mazda h6 tomorrow. brand new car. I'm thinking if i give him something for it, like something to hang from his rear-view mirror or... something... he'd appreciate it and it wouldn't be too expensive for me.

2) something tye-dye - he's a stoner-ish kinda guy. but then again, he already has a LOT of tye-dye and I want to get him something original... but if he already has a lot of it, i know he likes it.

3) Subscription to scientific weekly or something like that.... - he really likes that magazine. it's a mind trip for him and i think he'd like it. my only issue with that is he lives in an apt in bloom... i don't know which apt he's going to get for summer session or if the magazine will even get to him. his mail boxes are sketchy.

my mother said to make him a shirt... que pasa?

i don't know what to do. HELP!

ohthankgod

FINISHED with finals.
I have survived my first year of college.
And I did it WELL.

I got an A for the year in Bio. Scurmacz is really fast about posting grades. I don't think I could be happier. haha.

Still waiting on Chem, Art and Soc grades...

I'm scheduled for clinical observation for next semester... the prerequisites are having 60 credits, being a junior and being a speech path major. All of which I am not/ do not have. My advisor sees no problem with this, so I'm not going to either. It'll be nice to have people assuming I'm a junior. hahaha.

I don't want this to end

Not finals, necessarily. Those are actually rather horrific.

I wish that i could stay here, in bloom, with anthony and baily for the entire year. I don't want to go home. I don't want to go a day without seeing them. I love them both and I have never been happier than i've been in the last 9 months.
I have the most wonderful best friends a girl can ask for - one of them is even my boyfriend. I feel so entirely blessed.

The fact that i have to say goodbye to them in 2 days is tearing me apart.
Finals don't stress me out. Knowing i'll have to leave the ones i love, even for just 4 months, is killing me.

planplanplan.

shit storm

- it's finals week therefore i am contimplating suicide every 10-15 minutes.
- i need to find a fix for ocean hair because otherwise i'm going to look ridiculous at the beach.
- i have to pay $20 to replace my ID because it's not wear-and-tear if it is dammaged vertically, only horrizontally. (suuuuch bullshit)
- i don't have $20.
- my black Gap flip flops that i've had for 2 years broke on my way out of the dorm. This is after they broke FIRST semester and anth fixed that flip flop - now it's counterpart broke in the same fashion.
- i really need to lose weight for summer. i have a pouch and it's pissing me off.

Music

Enya

music

Christina Aguilera