It's nice

I don't miss them anymore. I don't envy them anymore.
I was once so so so lonely and wanting anything to be a part of their world again and wishing I hadn't let it all go to waste. Now I don't feel like that anymore. I am perfectly content away from them and their septum piericings and trendy-i-don't-give-a-damn attitutudes. I'm fine! hah!
I looked at her pictures on facebook of their get-togethers and such, these normally make me so sad, but not anymore. I am fine now. How sudden and oh-so rewarding.

I still want to go on an adventure though. I still want to experience more. I'm not in my usual rut, I'm just so sick of college. It's worth it, i need it, but I'm just emotionally, physically and mentally exhausted. I need a break that I won't take. Maybe I should take off a year before grad school? Maybe two? I don't know, we'll see what happens. Right now, I'm just happy to be where I am and with who I'm with.

I am really happy. I'm not content, I am happy. How very strange a feeling.

I am also wired as all hell and I am procrastinating on my 10 page bio paper. oh lordy.