frustration

my stupid mouth.

we were talking and having a good time
then i mentioned that one time
and then he wasn't there anymore.

i'm so frustrated with myself.
i'm actually more than just frustrated.
i'm pissed.

i shouldn't have mentioned it
but he can talk about his past all he wants?

i wanted to spend time with him.
i feel like our days are numbered because of finals next week and summer after that. i'm not going to see him very much
he finally gave me the opportunity to spend just a little time with him today but because i didn't shut my stupid mouth he went to his apartment instead.

that is why i'm frustrated.
because i couldn't watch my words

fml?